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“I am a rose…” 1

Song of Songs 2:1  “I am a rose of Sharon, a lily of the valleys.”

The Bride of Solomon and wife of God (Is. 54:5) has a realization about hers inner moral beauty and compares it to that of the most beautiful rose, “a rose of Sharon”  She see’s similarities about her inner beauty worthy of comparison to a rose coming from the most glorious garden since the fall of Adam.   She compares herself to a rose from Sharon.   Roses from Sharon were the best and most glorious in the world.  No other roses could come close to the beauty of these roses.



This is a normal beautiful rose.  Imagine this rose all glorious, perfect and flawless.  Her colors would show most glorious and her curves just perfect flowing in matchless beauty.  The bride who has the very sweet flame of God in her compares the beauty, symmetry and harmony of that flame of Love and this Holiness which consists in Love to God is her inner moral beauty.  Similar to the beauty of the rose.  Oh may we behold the Beauty of the Lord and meditate on our Savior and behold His Beauty and Glory and be being transformed by it by the Holy Spirit.

He called her the most beautiful of women in Song 1:8 and now in Song 2:1 She compares her holiness or beauty of her moral excellency to the beauty of a “rose”  and says “I am a rose of Sharon, a lily of the valleys.”  She compares herself to the most beautiful flowers.  The ones most delightful and pleasant when beholding their loveliness grew in the valley of Sharon.   During Solomon’s reign in Israel, the land was “flowing with milk and honey.”  The land was very prosperous and fruitful.  Even the flowers were unmatched and nor could you find an equal anywhere else but Sharon.  She recognizes her holy heart and it is the most beautiful thing she has understood about herself and her delight is in the greatest type of Christ to have lived and is alive.  She delights in him and he delights to sanctify her by his/His word.

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One would have to say that flowers are up there among the top most beautiful things in nature.  I say most beautiful because the the Song of Songs is a Love Song above all others in the superlative way in which it communicates God’s love and Grace to us Song 8:6.   The Song of Songs is a Love Song of a superlative nature, thus the title Song of Songs.  What God inspired love Songs are supposed to do this Love Song does it best!!

The bride see’s something similar about her moral excellency or holiness which consists in love to God and a rose.


Symmetry, proportion and harmony for the purpose of Glorifying God.

Now since the Beauty of God is now not seen physically by the eye then there is a type of veil over our eyes, God’s hand if you will, guarding us from seeing fully who He is so that we don’t die.   God is holding back a full revelation of His Glory for no one can see God and live except God the Son who always was in the bosom of the Father.  The Son beheld the perfectly holy and Beautiful Father and found His infinite Love and Delight in Him.  The Father Eternally Beheld His Glory in the knowledge God always had of Himself, His image, His Son, His Son was the most Beautiful and Morally Excellent of all.  All the beauty of the World is but a shadow of the Infinitely Glorious Beauty of our Lord Jesus Christ!   Amen.  Praise Him all you children of God, take time to praise Him!

I may have gotten off track a bit, let me pick back up on the verse.

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“I am a rose….      The enemy of God that is born again is likened to a “rose”.  Particularly a “rose from Sharon”   The Heavenly Bridegroom has a bride!!    Imagine for a moment what that bride would look like.   How beautiful would she be?!  Oh how Beautiful adorned with the glories and moral excellencies of the most beautiful bride of Christ.  The true beauty of the bride is proportionate to her degree of holiness.  The more holy she is the more morally beautiful she will get.  After complimenting her moral beauty in Song 1:9-10, Solomon promises to make his bride even more beautiful, certainly she will be more beautiful since Solomon promised it.  His lips dripped honey when he/He said….



Song of Songs 1:9-10

9 “I liken you, my darling, to a mare
    among Pharaoh’s chariot horses.
10 Your cheeks are beautiful with earrings,
    your neck with strings of jewels.”

So Solomon compliment her beauty from Song 1:8,9,10,  verse 11 she is sweet communion with the one/One she loves.  He adores her moral Beauty and she adores his/His holiness, they both have loving holy doves eyes for one another.  The love, adoration, high esteem, delight in holiness, all their holy feelings are mutual.    Solomon hated wickedness and loved righteousness Ps. 45 because God gifted him/Him with unmeasurable wisdom 1 Kings 4:29.


By Song 2:1  She recognized and humbly expressed how she viewed herself in comparison to how he viewed her.   In this way she would gain better and truer idea’s of how He felt and thought about her!  It is true, she, the bride of Christ is morally beautiful, holiness which consists in Love to God is written on her heart.   This holiness of heart is truly Beautiful for it is Christ in her.

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Due to our union with Christ, God see’s us as having an infinite moral Beauty like that of Christ.

All other forms of Beauty consisting of Perfect Symmetry, Proportion, and harmony of Purpose are but shadows, types and illustrations of the Excellencies of Christ, which we are to proclaim.


So apart from Moral Beauty which consists in Love to God, there is also natural beauty.  Like the beauty of a flower.  The bride in the Song views herself as having something similar about herself and a rose.  Obviously we think of beauty.  Delight in beholding.  We delight to behold the beauty of a flower.

There is no moral beauty in a flower because a flower can’t choose right or evil.  A Flower can’t sin or disobey God.  A flower just is.  A flower has no the moral image of God in it. This glory is only in man, God breathed it into Adam.  God made man in His Image.  God’s Image is Most Beautiful.  Holy, Holy, Holy is He, there is none like Him.   But a flower can’t choose right from wrong.   There is something morally beautiful in a gentle, humble and quiet spirit of a child of God, but not anything morally beautiful in the flower itself.  Great degree’s of natural beauty is seen in a rose.  All flowers are beautiful, yes.  Even if you google the most beautiful flower you get this picture.


This rose is beautiful.  Now since she is the “most beautiful of women” Song 1:8  and she compares herself to a rose.  Then we can safely conclude that she is thinking of the most beautiful flower she can think of.  What comes to her mind when she see’s she is lovely.  Yes she is dark, yet lovely in Song 1:5.   In 1:5 she see’s both her remaining sin, unredeemed flesh, the sin left dwelling in her is her darkness.  Yet she says “I am lovely..”  Now here in Song 2:1 she is seeing her loveliness and holiness, Christ in her, and He in her is most Beautiful,  Her holiness in herself is beautiful, but what does she compare it to?  She compares her holiness of heart to the symmetry, proportion and harmony of the flower.  Her holiness is beautiful!!  Her Holiness consists in her love to God written on her heart.

Red and White rose

In the next verse the one/One she loves compares her to a lilly as well.  He see’s her beauty, moral beauty that is and calls her a lilly.  But not everyone around her is morally Beautiful so a contrast is made between the morally excellent and the morally disordered.  Between the holy ones and the sinful thorns that hurt us.   Thorns are a representation of anything that causes us harm whether it be a natural evil like floods, earthquakes, storms etc or moral evil coming from sinners, the devil and our remaining flesh.

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Natural beauties of God are His eternal power, knowledge, immutability… Gods moral Beauties are His Holiness which consists first in His Love to Himself or His Son.  Any Excellency of God or attribute is Beautiful, even His Wrath is Beautiful to the believer walking in obedience.  God uses His Wrath to vindicate His honor wherever it is injured.  Without God’s Wrath sin would go unpunished and this would argue a weak God rather than an Almighty One who does not let the guilty go unpunished.  God’s Wrath is His Righteous Anger against sin.  Wherever this is found the holy will see it as morally beautiful.


Do you have a hatred for sin because it offends the God you love?  If so your heart is beautiful and you are a rose.  You could say “In Christ or united to Him I am beautiful like a rose.”    You know you have a hatred for sin if you do all you can to avoid all sin.  If you hang onto one sin you are not a rose.  Judas hung onto greed and went to hell.  A wicked heart is not beautiful.


Directions for a morally excellent and beautiful heart.

  1.  Recognize your sin, confess it, repent and believe Jesus suffered in your place when your sin was placed on Christ at the cross.  When you believe in Christ, Christ the most beautiful Being will come and dwell in you.  You will be morally Beautiful with the image of God renewed on your heart.  You will get a new morally excellent heart with the Love of God written on it. Ez. 36:26
  2. Keep your heart holy and morally beautiful by reading your Bible and obeying.
  3. Keep your heart beautiful by staying humble.  A prideful heart will hinder you from seeing the Beauty of the Lord Ps. 27:4  and Matt 5 “Blessed are the pure in heart for they will see God.”





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“I am a rose of Sharon, a lily of the valleys.”  Song of Solomon 2:1

The bride of Christ can also see her beauty and recognizes within.

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Saved in 2000 at age 27. Nearly immediately I fell in love with the Song and grew very fast the first two years memorizing large portions of scripture purifying my mind the started chewing on meat to soon and struggled for 12 years and Christ has me on track like always but I just took the long way around and now I love leading others closer to Christ by seeing His love reflected in Solomons love for an enemy slave girl.

I have experienced God's love to me in the Song in ways that words can't express. There are many portion of the Word where she experiences extra ordinary outpouring of the Holy Spirit of God. If you have a burning desire for a close intimate relationship with God by experiencing His Love to you over and over again at greater and greater heights, depths, lengths and breaths then The Song of Songs is where you need to be.

I can help you with this process of Growing in the experience of God's love. As of 7-23-16 I have experienced everything prior to chapter 8. The Song of Song is progressive in experience. Meaning that if you are mature then you can experience the joys and extraordinary outpourings of God's Love shed abroad in your heart.

If you are not so mature then the delights in the first chapter of the Song will satisfy your thirst for experiencing the Love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Many Christian are living in sin because they do not know how to experience God's love and get hooked on Loving Him. It feels good to be loved and to love Him. His burden is not heavy and His yoke is light, Jesus said in Matt. 10:28

I believe God wants to use me to help beautify His Bride through the Song of Solomon.

If you see the book literally you will not understand nor grasp the Love God has for you. If you see the book and the verses in it relating to Christ's love to you then I would love to show you how to experience this Love to the fullest. I will pray for you daily and guide you every step of the way.

16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

I grew up going to church but was a hypocrite. I lived my life how I chose but went to church on Sunday because my family went.

Mom and Dad divorced when I was about 5.

About this time I was sexually abused by "Bob" a made up name. This incident changed my life for the worst. I had no clue how to deal with it.

As I got older I grew in my hatred for Bob. I didn't blame anyone of my family because I was to young to know any better. Some of what happened during the abuse was in a bathroom. So overtime I would use the bathroom and look at my private parts that night would replay in my mind. My hatred for Bob would continue to grow each time.

Now I know this only happened to me one night. I can't image the pain other's go through who have had this happen to them over and over. Even as I write this now I cry with many tears for those hurting. God love you even though you may not know it or feel it. Go to Him in your time of need.

I was a really bad teenager. I only cared about myself and not even my family. I always came first in my mind. Even at the expense of hurting others. I was growing in my hatred for God by now.

I was going to church and was learned that God was in control. I thought well, if God was in control then He must have let me be sexually abused. I didn't understand this, How could a good and loving God allow this. I hated Him for it. My hatred for Bob grew as well. I was still using the bathroom and memories kept coming back. My heart grew even harder for Bob and God. As far as I was concerned God would have nothing to do with my life so I lived even worse. I thought I would be in jail or dead and I really didn't care, I thought it could be much worse than reliving your painful past over and over again. Little did I know that God's plan later would be to use these events to give me a burning passion for the closest most intimate love relationship with Himself through Christ mainly through the love poem in the Song of Songs in the Bible.

I remember hating Bob so much that the only thing that would relieve my pain was actually thinking he would suffer forever for what he did. I grew so much in my hatred for him that I had to continue to think that he would get even worse than what I imaged before. After some time I would only be relieved of hatred for him unless I thought he would burn in a hotter and hotter hell for all the suffering he put me through.

I never told my mom or family what happened, although I think some of them knew something had happened.

I grew up quite rebellious and even went to jail at the age of 20. I was living the fast life pursuing all my sinful desires and wanting more. It never seemed to be enough. I was quite happy in my sin but I just wanted more of it.

I lived life thinking I would die at a young age, riding motorcycle and living on the edge put me in the hospital many times and I should have been dead.

California at age 26.

I moved to California for a job opportunity at the age of 27. While trying to figure out what radio stations to program in my car, I ran across a RC Sproul talking about "people who have the faith that saves and people who only say that have faith" only the people who have the faith that saves will go to heaven. I thought "I don't think I have the faith that saves because my life was so bad." I searched the scriptures to try to get this faith. I found a church and thought people there could help me get this faith that saves. All along God kept showing me how sinful I was and that I deserved punishment from Him for living my life hating Him.

One weekend I read Matthew, Mark, Luke and John desperately trying to find out how to get this faith that saves. By now I knew that if you had the faith that saves that Jesus would be saving you from a life of sin. I still liked my sin and Jesus sure wasn't saving me from a life of sin, so I rightly concluded that I didn't have the faith that saves.

By the time I got to John, I saw "believe" everywhere. John 3:16 and other verses and wow the whole book was written so that you may believe. John 20:31 "these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name." So at night I would pray "I believe Jesus died for me, I believe, I believe. This was just an intellectual belief. I knew that in history and the Bible that Jesus died for everyone, so I believed it. But this belief did not change my life.

I would go on night after night saying the same prayer only to wake up the next day wanting to fulfill my sinful desires. The prayer wasn't working so I started to word it different each time hoping some prayer would work. After about 2 weeks of this I was fed up with it all, nothing was happening. I still was living in my sin and wanted more of it. A Christian hates their sin and does something about it, and certainly they don't continue to make plans to sin. The prayers weren't working so I gave up. I thought to myself "God, I tried with all my might, I searched the Scriptures, went to church, read the Bible and prayed all to no avail. If Im going to be saved your going to have to do it because I tried."

So I quit praying but still the Bible kept calling me so I read more. 3 Days later I was laying in a tanning bed and God convicted me really hard that I had offended Him by the life I was living. I was so scared of God, where could I run. You can't hide from God. It seemed like forever that I was under these terrors of being punished by a Holy Angry God. This lasted about 10 minutes then this is how I understood it. God let me understand that all that anger that He had for me for all my sin should come my way but He had poured that anger out on Jesus 2,000 years ago. I immediately started weeping an couldn't stop for about 20 minutes. All the sins that I could think of I confessed for that 20 minutes one after another after another, I was so sorrowful and grieved it physically hurt inside.

After I stopped crying I thought that was the weirdest thing that ever happened. I walked out of the tanning salon and stood outside and everything seemed so beautiful, the tree's, the birds, even the air seemed pleasant. Now I was really wondering what was going on.

I pondered all of this as I drove to work that day. I brought my Bible to work and was thinking what am I doing, I want to take my Bible to work so I can read it. As soon as I got to work I started reading my Bible. I couldn't believe what I was reading!! It all was so wonderful. It felt so good to just read my Bible. My client showed up and as I was training them the only thing I could think about was getting back to my Bible. I read all night and slept about 2 hours and was reading again.

I had sinful things in my apartment and I rounded everything evil up and threw it in the garbage. It was weird I was thinking but it felt good so I left it all in the garbage. I called my girlfriend to break it up and she thought I had another girl, I said no, I just think this is wrong we shouldn't be sleeping together. She didn't understand so I told her I was a Christian now and she still thought I had another girlfriend. She said "Im glad your a Christian, so am I" I thought to myself, "I have a strong conviction that sleeping together is wrong and she thought it was okay" I wondered how she could think that. Anyway we broke up.

I kept reading my bible and repenting, there was so much to repent of and I had lived a very sinful life. I was a thief for some part of my life and all the people I stole from kept coming to mind. I owed so much money. I was instantly in debt about $80,000. As I could I paid them back. As of 7-18-2016 I still owe about $25,000 but it sure is a joy to be paying them back.

The first week of being saved a car just about ran me over, they hit me but I wasn't hurt at all. The guy in the car felt so bad. I just looked at him and said "God bless you and have a great day, I am okay" smiled at him and moved on. Now I was really wondering what was going on because I normally would have cussed him out left and right and instead of cussing I blessed him. That was so weird. But again it felt good. I learned to do good by what my conscience told me was good and that it felt good. I got hooked on this feeling good by doing good and did it more often.

About two weeks after being saved I thought of Bob. I immediately prayed for him, something like "Lord help him.." then I stopped praying and said out loud "What am I doing?" I'm praying for a man that I hated my whole life, but it feels good and right, so I did it again. I stopped again midway in the prayer and started pacing around. I was trying to make sense of what was going on and couldn't figure it out. But again it made me happy to pray for him so I did. Bob would often come to mind when I went to the bathroom and each time I would pray for Him. The more I did this the less weird it got. And the greater my love grew for him.

I started memorizing large portions of scripture and this was wonderful because it felt like the words were cleaning my mind and as Proverbs 2:10 "For wisdom will enter your heart, and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul." I wanted more and more of this pleasantness. So I memorized even more and the joy got more and more.

Then this life changing advice came:

A friend from church told me to find a book of the Bible and really understand it. Read through the Bible and pick one and read it over and over and study it and really get it. So I started in Genesis and read through. When I got to Proverbs I really liked it so I thought that would be the book. I started by memorizing all of Proverbs chapter 3. After that I thought maybe there is a better book than Proverbs. So I read on. Then I came to Song of Solomon. I read it with quite some confusion. It wasn't as good as the other books, I didn't know why. So I bought a commentary on it. George Burrowes commentary on the Song of Solomon.

In the commentary I found that George and other saw the book as illustrating God's love to the Church. And not only illustrating it but displaying the Love of Christ better than any other book. This caught my attention big time, because I was having a burning desire for a closer relationship with God and desperately learning about His Love so that I could Love God. You see I had hated Him for so long that God used that old hard heart to spur me on in loving Him. I so much did not want to hate God anymore that I was on fire to learn to Love Him as much and as fast as possible. So here was a book that would help me do that. So I landed on the Song of Solomon. I committed to learning as much of this book as possible.

I memorized the first chapter and would repeat it often throughout the day. I didn't know much of what I was repeating but it sure made me happier and on fire for God. I grew so fast repeating the first chapter over and over again all day, like a dozen times a day at least. It felt so good and I never found any other book that caused me to weep so much. I would often weep everyday just reading it. I was to immature to know what was going on. Even though it hurt to weep so much, I felt like my heart was being cleansed from the filth that was in it by repeating it over and over again so I did. As I read the commentary I understood more and more. What God was doing in me through the Song was greater and faster than any other portion of Scripture so I tended to stay there often. I was so excited about God that I thought it funny that other's in church weren't the same way. Some where happy but it seemed most of them didn't seem to care much about God. They would talk about work, football the weather. The only thing I wanted to talk about was Jesus and God and how can I grow closer to Him.

About this time there was a mission trip to Ireland.

I started to have convictions that I should try to find Bob and witness to him. I kept praying for him but how could he be saved if he hadn't heard the Gospel that has power unto salvation. So I asked family if they had any information. Like me before, my family hated him and thought he deserved hell. After some time I got his name but no location or phone number. Either they didn't know where he was or didn't want to tell me. I prayed some more and then started to get stronger convictions to do something about finding Bob.

So I went on the internet and typed in "his name and child molestation sex offender court" thinking that some court record would have some info leading to where I may find him" I even talked to a private eye and he couldn't help. So I googled some key words and spent hours each day looking through each page. I believed it was God's will for me to witness to Bob. I wanted him to be saved. Really bad. So much so that I thought God would save Bob if I were to witness to him. So I didn't stop searching for him. I kept my computer on each day and went page by page. It took two years to go through about 15,000 pages but I found someone who matched his name in a prison for molesting his grandchildren. I wrote the prison and he wrote back. All kinds of emotions went through my body when I saw his letter from the jail. I didn't open it right away but two hours later God gave me enough courage to face my fears again and I opened the letter. He admitted to being the one who molested me. We wrote back and forth I told him I was angry before but now I was saved and that I loved him and believed God wanted me to talk to him. He read my letters over and over again. I shared the gospel in each one.

I got mad at Bob 2x. Once he said that he love me. I got really angry with him. He didn't love me. That night it was hard to love Bob, I had to call a friend to pray for me to repent, after he prayed I felt greater love for Bob. Then I wrote him back saying "I'm sorry but you can't say that you loved me. You did not love me you lusted after me." He admitted he didn't love as he should have and admitted that it was lust and sinful. Finally some conviction. Yet I only thought he was saying that because I was being nice to him. All his family had left him and he said I was the only "friend" he had.

Wether or not it was true Bob said that he had cancer in his arm and that the help the prison gives was not enough and if he had money he could see a different doctor and get help. I sent him some money and since I was in jail before I knew what it was like to be in there without money, so I sent him money.

About 4-5 months in the economy went down, it was 2008. Work was hard. I still sent him money and I had to work harder. This was a really good lesson for me because I had to "work hard for the benefit of someone who did not deserve it." This was one of the greatest blessing ever because I realized with great certainty that Jesus was in me. This is what Jesus did. Jesus worked his whole life for me and I didn't deserve it!! Christ was in me! This was one of the best feelings ever and it put me in worship for months.

Then a mission trip to Croatia.

Each time I had to leave my business and amazing as it is I was completely okay each time. I am a self employed personal trainer and it is normally absurd to just leave and start over, but each time I had enough work within 2 weeks of coming back. This is a flat out miracle. I trusted God to provide and he did. How many people can start up a business in 2 weeks. Only with the help of God. God was teaching me early on in my walk that as long as I did what He wanted me to do then I had nothing to worry about.

About 3 years saved now.

I Taught the 4 year old's at church Sunday morning for 10 years.

Left my business 2x for mission trips and God miraculously provided when I came back.

I taught 5 x a week plus held a job.

Sunday morning to the kids.
Sunday night with the 5th graders
Friday afternoons at Good News Clubs. Sponsored by Child Evangelism Fellowship.
Friday Nights with the Kids teaching through Pilgrims Progress, I did this 2x
Teaching Monday afternoons at a nursing home. I taught through the Song of Songs once then John, then Romans then back to the Song again! I love the Song of Songs.
I grew up hating God for what happened to me, and now I love Him because He first loved me. My passion is for children to grow up loving God and not hating Him.

My other passion which has become ever greater is to help others see the Love of Christ to His Church in the Song of Songs!!

I would love to help you, just let me know and I will lead you and pray for you.

God demonstrates His love to us in sending His one and only Son to suffer in our place, taking our sins upon Himself so that whoever believes they get to heaven because of what He did for us will not perish but have everlasting life.

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